Skeletons

Current Song: Hikari Sasuhou (Metal Version) - Back-On

Something pretty big just hit me yesterday. I'm sure those who read and were there or have heard know exactly what i'm talking about. No, I will not go into detail what happened or what this big thing is about. Something I would like to say is that I can't justify my actions. I did what I did and that's all. I'll spend the rest of this post going over the couple of things that have been running though my head over the past ten or so hours using cliche' quotes as a reference.

Skeletons in the closet
Yeah, I'm pretty sure everybody has these and it just so happened that one of mine decided to go haywire. Once a skeleton is out, you're most likely going to be damaged or vulnerable to damage in one way or another. I'm not one that should be giving advice or anything like that but I'd recommend not giving excuses and instead finding ways or other methods to better yourself from this experience. I probably have a huge amount of other skeletons lurking in my closet but I've probably sealed them from my mainstream memory bank as I can't remember much that I would consider bad and hope my past never catches up with me.

Your past will catch up with you
I don't exactly know what to say about this one but I thought it should be here. I'm not saying that... Actually I don't know what I'm saying full stop. Lets move on. =)

Playing your cards right
I'm not implying that life is a game of cards, rather i'm using the game of cards as an example as in card games and i guess many other games, tables can turn in instances and being top one moment can lead to being chewed up by your opponents the next. I guess what I'm trying to say is that life is unstable. Things pop up when you least expect it and i'm sure this quote could be interpreted in various other ways but i'm going to use it regarding friendship, again i'm by no means implying that friendship can be played like a game of cards but rather the decision making processes involved. If you have been a good friend, your friends will not turn on you. Something i probably knew deep down but has been made more clear than day to me recently. You people know who you are, and deep down i love you all =).

I hope I didn't confuse anybody with that little rant, and kinda seems i'm trying to justify myself for those events. I guess I am. It doesn't matter, if you feel that i'm in the wrong here then just stop reading, nobody is forcing you.

I will end with this; The past is what makes the present
Interpret that however you wish, i'll leave you with that quote.

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