Currently listening to: Nothing
Hey all it's been awhile since my last post and i thought id post.
Yes i will be all emo today and talk about really emo topics and so forth.
Have you ever come across a life changing event? Thinking "did i make the right choice?". Well it just so happens that i came across one of those today. Thinking back I do wonder if i made the right choice. That said i'd rather not think about such things. One of my morals or life ethics or whatever you call these things is: "You make choices and never look back". That is exactly what i intend to do. I mean even if i did look back, what benefit would it have to my future? I'd be dwelling on it for possibly the rest of my life if it ended up being a wrong decision and I just don't want to have that on my conscience. I'll admit this kinda thing is incredibly hard to omit from ones thinking range but it must be done if you're to move on from it.
That's all i wanted to say. I've vented enough for today and probably wont be back until after the exams. Hey all to the people that come here and read this crap occasionally.
Take care;
Tay
Current song: none again, i know i'm not in the mood for music right now.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Current song: Utatane - Chata
How are you? I'm completely fine. To get things going, i've been recently told that my posts are overly emotional. Let me set things straight, i AM EMO. That is correct, I don't exactly know what emo means to you but to me it's somebody who become depressed often and at incredibly random intervals for the utmost stupid reasons. That is exactly who I am. Moving on, it has been awhile since i posted but i did point that this would be occurring in my last post as school is starting to get a hold of me.
To say the least I want this year to end incredibly badly. I want to get this year over and done with, however i don't feel that I'm putting the required effort in to achieve what i wish to. I haven't been going to the library, haven't been studying at home. I've been doing nothing. I also have no idea how i intend to change my habits of this but i hope things do work out for me.
Where to start about the rest of the happenings during the holidays and stuff. There is quite a lot to say. Did the holidays happen since my last post? Probably. I guess I'll divulge into what my holiday involved shall I? Well I had winter school and a dress-up party and one, yep ONLY one dinner outing with my friends. Winter school was useful to say the least, it kinda woke my brain up from holiday mode rather than taught me anything which was useful. No offense intended to anybody when i say this but the dress-up party was frankly a waste of my money to be honest. I probably enjoyed going to winter school more than that party because I was surrounded by people who I did not know, and I've probably said this before; I absolutely suck at socializing and/or talking to new people, I have trouble talking to my friends sometimes let alone complete strangers >_<. Dinner was at no other than Yakiniku, this time however differed from the last in the sense that we didn't buy 'all you can eat' and although i wasn't displeased i wasn't incredibly happy either about the amount of food I ate that day. If i ever go to Yakiniku again, I'm gonna set all you can eat as a criteria else I don't think there's a reason for me to go. It is worth the extra $5-$10 or so for the freedom of eating as much as you want and you don't feel guilty as well cause you know that nobody else is reserving themselves as well to save money.
Well, in a nutshell; that was my holiday, I went to the library a couple of times but apart from that I stayed at home and did nothing.
Yes that is my brand new T-shirt that after roughly 2 months of waiting; arrived yesterday. The wait was worth it cause i absolutely love the design of it. Sadly it's more of a summer jersey so even if i wore it in winter it'd be covered mostly by a jacket or something which is a shame but still. That shirt is awesome. I'm still however waiting for volumes 7 and 8 of Pastel which I also ordered roughly two months ago and still have not obtained them. Although this isn't such a big deal cause getting a refund from Minotaur (in the city) is much easier then trying to get a refund for my jersey (Finland; far much?)
Other stuff that has been happening; I recently became addicted to anime again in the form of Kateikyoshi Hitman Reborn; one of those ongoing shounen animes that doesn't differ from Bleach or Naruto too much apart from how unpopular or undiscovered it is. I managed to burn maybe through maybe 30 eps of that anime in one day? I don't think i've done that or been able to do that since i watched bleach but that was way back in April 2007, long time ago eh? Right now I'm watching Potemayo; a really cutesy anime or what the Japanese would call; 'moe' (pronounced mo-eh) .
Thats enough for today I think, i've just become extremely lazy and don't feel like writing anymore.
Laters
Tay~
Current song: Utatane - Chata (i've got it on repeat =P)
How are you? I'm completely fine. To get things going, i've been recently told that my posts are overly emotional. Let me set things straight, i AM EMO. That is correct, I don't exactly know what emo means to you but to me it's somebody who become depressed often and at incredibly random intervals for the utmost stupid reasons. That is exactly who I am. Moving on, it has been awhile since i posted but i did point that this would be occurring in my last post as school is starting to get a hold of me.
To say the least I want this year to end incredibly badly. I want to get this year over and done with, however i don't feel that I'm putting the required effort in to achieve what i wish to. I haven't been going to the library, haven't been studying at home. I've been doing nothing. I also have no idea how i intend to change my habits of this but i hope things do work out for me.
Where to start about the rest of the happenings during the holidays and stuff. There is quite a lot to say. Did the holidays happen since my last post? Probably. I guess I'll divulge into what my holiday involved shall I? Well I had winter school and a dress-up party and one, yep ONLY one dinner outing with my friends. Winter school was useful to say the least, it kinda woke my brain up from holiday mode rather than taught me anything which was useful. No offense intended to anybody when i say this but the dress-up party was frankly a waste of my money to be honest. I probably enjoyed going to winter school more than that party because I was surrounded by people who I did not know, and I've probably said this before; I absolutely suck at socializing and/or talking to new people, I have trouble talking to my friends sometimes let alone complete strangers >_<. Dinner was at no other than Yakiniku, this time however differed from the last in the sense that we didn't buy 'all you can eat' and although i wasn't displeased i wasn't incredibly happy either about the amount of food I ate that day. If i ever go to Yakiniku again, I'm gonna set all you can eat as a criteria else I don't think there's a reason for me to go. It is worth the extra $5-$10 or so for the freedom of eating as much as you want and you don't feel guilty as well cause you know that nobody else is reserving themselves as well to save money.
Well, in a nutshell; that was my holiday, I went to the library a couple of times but apart from that I stayed at home and did nothing.
Yes that is my brand new T-shirt that after roughly 2 months of waiting; arrived yesterday. The wait was worth it cause i absolutely love the design of it. Sadly it's more of a summer jersey so even if i wore it in winter it'd be covered mostly by a jacket or something which is a shame but still. That shirt is awesome. I'm still however waiting for volumes 7 and 8 of Pastel which I also ordered roughly two months ago and still have not obtained them. Although this isn't such a big deal cause getting a refund from Minotaur (in the city) is much easier then trying to get a refund for my jersey (Finland; far much?)Other stuff that has been happening; I recently became addicted to anime again in the form of Kateikyoshi Hitman Reborn; one of those ongoing shounen animes that doesn't differ from Bleach or Naruto too much apart from how unpopular or undiscovered it is. I managed to burn maybe through maybe 30 eps of that anime in one day? I don't think i've done that or been able to do that since i watched bleach but that was way back in April 2007, long time ago eh? Right now I'm watching Potemayo; a really cutesy anime or what the Japanese would call; 'moe' (pronounced mo-eh) .
Thats enough for today I think, i've just become extremely lazy and don't feel like writing anymore.
Laters
Tay~
Current song: Utatane - Chata (i've got it on repeat =P)
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Let us walk our respective paths from this farewell onward.
Curreng song: DEEP CALM - M.O.V.E
It's time to blog, i should be doing homework, but i feel the heavy urge to vent myself. One of the easiest ways is through blogging. This week has just been one of those weeks you know? Maybe not, this week probably marks an extremely defining point in my life based on some decisions that i came to terms with. I have a feeling that my future will be greatly altered due to some actions i took this week. For the sake of privacy i will not be revealing what this decision or the outcomes of it were. But if you know what i'm talking about then it's meant to be, if you don't on the other hand, that's also how it's meant to be.
Last week was exam week, marking the half way point of the year. The end draws ever so near and i get closer and closer to that home stretch which has elusively evaded me for nearly 18 years. Not much has been happening in my life apart from the huge screw up that I did. (if you could call it that) which has caused a serious disturbance in my thought and consumes my mind almost all the time.
I don't really feel up to creating a relatively structured post today so i'm just going to be tangent 'ing none stop throughout this post so please bare with me or stop reading. The decision that i made has brought upon two things I can do about it, one is move on and forget, give up on this particular aspect of my life and hope for the best. The other is try and repair this aspect of my life, this is the more appealing option to me but is also the more difficult option as anybody can do 'nothing' but its those that do something about their situation that make a difference. The first option relates heavily to my post title which is what I'm into these days; very sappy philosophical one liners which sound pretty cool.
Other interesting things have been my friday boxhill dinner nights, although this week i didn't go, the past 3 weeks I had dinner at boxhill with varying acquaintances which was very enjoyable. I've probably said this in a previous post but these days i've really enjoyed conversation and it's probably a sign of my growth into maturity, I'm starting to avoid social activities that don't involve much conversation as I kind of find them sub-sufficient and would rather spend my times involved in other activities. The main one i'm looking at is going to the movies. Only under extreme circumstances will i opt to go to a movie with friends. Anyway back to the topic, I had dinner at KimChi and YamiYami. Yes i am doing free advertisements for these restaurants as I reckon that they are really awesome and you ought to check them out.
I think tomorrow will mark the end of my problems as I probably will have a resolution determined after tomorrow. If not tomorrow then the day after.
Well i'm off. Enjoy the post, they are becoming more and more scarce and will continue to decline as the year proceeds towards its end.
Tay-
Current song: How to see you again - M.O.V.E
It's time to blog, i should be doing homework, but i feel the heavy urge to vent myself. One of the easiest ways is through blogging. This week has just been one of those weeks you know? Maybe not, this week probably marks an extremely defining point in my life based on some decisions that i came to terms with. I have a feeling that my future will be greatly altered due to some actions i took this week. For the sake of privacy i will not be revealing what this decision or the outcomes of it were. But if you know what i'm talking about then it's meant to be, if you don't on the other hand, that's also how it's meant to be.
Last week was exam week, marking the half way point of the year. The end draws ever so near and i get closer and closer to that home stretch which has elusively evaded me for nearly 18 years. Not much has been happening in my life apart from the huge screw up that I did. (if you could call it that) which has caused a serious disturbance in my thought and consumes my mind almost all the time.
I don't really feel up to creating a relatively structured post today so i'm just going to be tangent 'ing none stop throughout this post so please bare with me or stop reading. The decision that i made has brought upon two things I can do about it, one is move on and forget, give up on this particular aspect of my life and hope for the best. The other is try and repair this aspect of my life, this is the more appealing option to me but is also the more difficult option as anybody can do 'nothing' but its those that do something about their situation that make a difference. The first option relates heavily to my post title which is what I'm into these days; very sappy philosophical one liners which sound pretty cool.
Other interesting things have been my friday boxhill dinner nights, although this week i didn't go, the past 3 weeks I had dinner at boxhill with varying acquaintances which was very enjoyable. I've probably said this in a previous post but these days i've really enjoyed conversation and it's probably a sign of my growth into maturity, I'm starting to avoid social activities that don't involve much conversation as I kind of find them sub-sufficient and would rather spend my times involved in other activities. The main one i'm looking at is going to the movies. Only under extreme circumstances will i opt to go to a movie with friends. Anyway back to the topic, I had dinner at KimChi and YamiYami. Yes i am doing free advertisements for these restaurants as I reckon that they are really awesome and you ought to check them out.
I think tomorrow will mark the end of my problems as I probably will have a resolution determined after tomorrow. If not tomorrow then the day after.
Well i'm off. Enjoy the post, they are becoming more and more scarce and will continue to decline as the year proceeds towards its end.
Tay-
Current song: How to see you again - M.O.V.E
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Just do it.
Current song: The Young Descendant of Tepes - Touhou game soundtrack
Coming to realize that people actually take time out of their precious lives to read my 'walls of text' kinda feels nice, although the main focus of my products are to vent my personal feelings; get them off my chest however knowing that people read these things is nice. I've had an eventful couple of days to say the absolute very least. Meeting old friends learning new things, privileged by new experiences which i do not intend to write about here today. Indeed the past few days have been absolutely extraordinary but they most likely will not crop up in this or future posts to come as the content of my past week is incredibly deep and personal and, henceforth i'm extremely hesitant to share with the open public. Gomen ne?
Drifting to the end of the second week of my study regime I feel good, I feel like i'm getting somewhere with my studies which is brilliant. I have no idea as to what the rest of my ramble will contain (like always!) but I just feel like writing today even if it leads to a pointless end. I guess now is as good time as any to address my title. 'Just do it' is exactly how i feel these days, applies to everything, homework? just do it, wanting to raid on wow on weeknights, just do it, whatever be the case I'm believing 'just do it' for now as strange as that sounds and 'oh so' very cliche'.
Apart from the deeper stuff in my life, other events include a maths competition which I am probably getting signed up for, almost no progress in terms of anime as my time just drains away these days, I guess i just have a whole lot on my plate these days, last week I was afraid of not being able to cope whilst under my regime, and it showed; lack of appetite on some days, extreme tiredness on others, symptoms i never really felt under my more relaxed way of life. I've been playing Mario Kart Super Circuit on my brothers GBA-SP, it is a great game and if you have it, i suggest vs.ing me as i would prove to be quite a challenge. If you play this game and have trouble with it, all i can say is never let go of the acceleration button and never bump. That will greatly increase your time trial times which is all that matters to me when playing that game.
I don't know if i'm using this word wrong when i write it here but i feel as if im in a melancholic mood these days, I'm very much pessimistic, and very little things turn my mood sour very quickly. I know this will never get to him, but i'd like to apologize to Masahide (hope i spelt that correctly) for my attitude towards him this morning/noon at school commenting that he was scary, I'd in fact very much like to get to know him if a chance ever rose.
Enough rant for now, I'm becoming drowsy, i've had a long day and been kinda out of it since the afternoon, it is now 10:11pm. Good night.
Tay~
Current song: Retrospective Kyoto - Touhou game soundtrack
Coming to realize that people actually take time out of their precious lives to read my 'walls of text' kinda feels nice, although the main focus of my products are to vent my personal feelings; get them off my chest however knowing that people read these things is nice. I've had an eventful couple of days to say the absolute very least. Meeting old friends learning new things, privileged by new experiences which i do not intend to write about here today. Indeed the past few days have been absolutely extraordinary but they most likely will not crop up in this or future posts to come as the content of my past week is incredibly deep and personal and, henceforth i'm extremely hesitant to share with the open public. Gomen ne?
Drifting to the end of the second week of my study regime I feel good, I feel like i'm getting somewhere with my studies which is brilliant. I have no idea as to what the rest of my ramble will contain (like always!) but I just feel like writing today even if it leads to a pointless end. I guess now is as good time as any to address my title. 'Just do it' is exactly how i feel these days, applies to everything, homework? just do it, wanting to raid on wow on weeknights, just do it, whatever be the case I'm believing 'just do it' for now as strange as that sounds and 'oh so' very cliche'.
Apart from the deeper stuff in my life, other events include a maths competition which I am probably getting signed up for, almost no progress in terms of anime as my time just drains away these days, I guess i just have a whole lot on my plate these days, last week I was afraid of not being able to cope whilst under my regime, and it showed; lack of appetite on some days, extreme tiredness on others, symptoms i never really felt under my more relaxed way of life. I've been playing Mario Kart Super Circuit on my brothers GBA-SP, it is a great game and if you have it, i suggest vs.ing me as i would prove to be quite a challenge. If you play this game and have trouble with it, all i can say is never let go of the acceleration button and never bump. That will greatly increase your time trial times which is all that matters to me when playing that game.
I don't know if i'm using this word wrong when i write it here but i feel as if im in a melancholic mood these days, I'm very much pessimistic, and very little things turn my mood sour very quickly. I know this will never get to him, but i'd like to apologize to Masahide (hope i spelt that correctly) for my attitude towards him this morning/noon at school commenting that he was scary, I'd in fact very much like to get to know him if a chance ever rose.
Enough rant for now, I'm becoming drowsy, i've had a long day and been kinda out of it since the afternoon, it is now 10:11pm. Good night.
Tay~
Current song: Retrospective Kyoto - Touhou game soundtrack
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Tay uses 'Harden the fk up'!
Current song: ZUN - Illusionary Night ~ Ghostly Eyes - Touhou 8 OST
Well, it has been a month or so since my last post. Big improvement upon last time which was the four month drought if i'm correct. I was contemplating writing a blog last night amongst the random thoughts which trouble me endlessly disallowing me to obtain inner peace and some sleep. As the flow of things go, I'm here writing this without a clue as to what the content of this post shall be.
Firstly, i'll address the title of my post. Since the beginning of last week (Monday the 12th i believe). I began my regime in which I go to the library EVERY night after school and attempt to study until at least 6pm. Ends up providing me with at least 2 hours of homework a night and more if i do not have afternoon classes. The reason for this rapid change in my lifestyle is because i've come to some conclusions and failing year 12 is one of them. I figure if i don't study I'll fail. Simple, isn't it? I'm unable to study at home due to distractions brought upon by the existence of my computer and the myriad of interesting things i can do on it. (Like blogging!).
Hehe, I thought i'd have a lot more to write about but i guess i was wrong.
Well all i can say is sorry >_< truely i thought i'd be able to provide you readers (nobody) a decent amount of content today. Dang.
I'll sign off. If i remember more stuff during my attempts to sleep, I'll try to store them in my brain until the next time i feel the sudden urge to blog.
Tay~
Current Song: ZUN - Eternal Dream ~ Mystic Maple - Touhou 8 OST
Well, it has been a month or so since my last post. Big improvement upon last time which was the four month drought if i'm correct. I was contemplating writing a blog last night amongst the random thoughts which trouble me endlessly disallowing me to obtain inner peace and some sleep. As the flow of things go, I'm here writing this without a clue as to what the content of this post shall be.
Firstly, i'll address the title of my post. Since the beginning of last week (Monday the 12th i believe). I began my regime in which I go to the library EVERY night after school and attempt to study until at least 6pm. Ends up providing me with at least 2 hours of homework a night and more if i do not have afternoon classes. The reason for this rapid change in my lifestyle is because i've come to some conclusions and failing year 12 is one of them. I figure if i don't study I'll fail. Simple, isn't it? I'm unable to study at home due to distractions brought upon by the existence of my computer and the myriad of interesting things i can do on it. (Like blogging!).
Hehe, I thought i'd have a lot more to write about but i guess i was wrong.
Well all i can say is sorry >_< truely i thought i'd be able to provide you readers (nobody) a decent amount of content today. Dang.
I'll sign off. If i remember more stuff during my attempts to sleep, I'll try to store them in my brain until the next time i feel the sudden urge to blog.
Tay~
Current Song: ZUN - Eternal Dream ~ Mystic Maple - Touhou 8 OST
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Relentlessly press on, regardless.
Current song: Tomorrow song - Afromania
Hi those who used to read my blog. I'm sure you've all been waiting extremely patiently for this blog post. Plenty has happened in the past 4 months and sadly most of it is a mere blur to me as of now so my post will consist on mostly the thoughts that consume my mind at this current time.
Has anybody ever written something in their distant past only to re-read it today saying; "Oh god you were so damn stupid back then." For example i used to keep a diary in primary school. (Something nobody will lay eyes on ever.) Anyway in this diary i wrote a myriad of interesting things; An extract straight from the diary is: "Today was a happy, I got to talk to XYZ and it was really nice. I hope XYZ and ABC get along well. It would be nice if they did." Reading that might radiate a feeling of normality however is not the case if you actually knew what exactly I was writing about. Anyway, that aside I've read my previous posts to find that I don't have that "You're so stupid" feeling which pleases me a little cause it means my ideals and my mind set has remained the same.
Around this time I begin to think about my future, well maybe at the beginning of the year but now is also a good time to think about what lies ahead for Tay. Last weekend I went to my cousins son's 7th birthday and met some of my cousins for the first time in an incredibly long period of time. I enjoy this a lot cause my cousins are like friends but are ALL older than me which is nice as i have few friends that stray from my age group. Yeah, anyway after that day I realized how nice some of their lives were, very normal despite the fact that most of them did not graduate high school. I'm not saying I'm going to give up on High school, no that would be absurd but I'm just pointing out that if I don't get into my desired university then it's absolutely fine as there are just so many paths to make as well as brilliant people to meet.
Recently especially in the past month i've been talking to people @ school that i never thought i'd be able to relate to and my outlook on this aspect of friendship has changed dramatically as well. Friends aren't something that can be strictly categorized as there are so many nice personalities around. With that i believe that my year 12 school year will be a brillant one, probably the best year of my school life.
Time to tangent as something has come to mind that i wish to vent here. It involves the female species of the homosapien (sounds scientific =P). Anyways every now and then I spot a really pretty girl on the train. I say this in the most unperverted way that is humanly possible, anyway why this person gets my attention is their hair, yeah thats correct, their hair. Hair is one of those things that is quite sophisticated as there are many ways to go about it. I personally believe not having a classic hair is something that should be avoided. I'm not one to really say this as i've absolutely no clue to as how hard it is to make a nice hairdo as i virtually never do my hair whenever but for the ladies i believe something that isn't frequently seen is nice. Hairdos such as pony tail, straight, plats and the various hair styles known by most aren't that interesting. While saying i'll add i'm a fanboy of the famously known Asian spiky hair which mimics Cloud of FF7. Yes i am a fan boy but also believe that style is slightly hardcore for me. Anyway, back to the topic, I'm not that great at explaining this but i reckon i'd be nice if females went a little different, when i say this i have no hairstyle in mind but as long as they have a sense of what catches the eye opposed to a laugh drawing hairdo i'll be content.
What else to talk about, yes thats right; Cocky people, don't you just hate cocky people who don't be quiet? I'll provide an example; This actually happened, anyway my cousins were playing mario kart at the youngsters 7th birthday and this person, i don't know why he was there and i don't think he was related to my family was watching. His making comments like;
Lol, you got owned.
Haha, if i played I'd get 1st!
Dude you suck, you're coming last.
Anyway after the race, he gets his turn to play, were playing 150cc the hardest difficulty and the race starts. Stuff happens and he happens to come 4th thats fkn right! 4th. Guess what he says next? "Well, I came 4th at least it's better than last" I mean come on!!! It scores you 1 point in the fucking grand prix. (excuse the swearing) I mean if you're cocky and can actually back your words up with action i'll bear with it but if you're mouthing off and you're a noob, i'll just turn away in disgust and probably walk away after degrading my respect for you a whole heap.
What else can i write? well, recent animes that i've watched? good ones that is: Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Sensei no Ojikan and Shigofumi(currently watching) off the top of my head. Still collecting manga, I'm proud to say that I enjoy reading manga more than i do watching anime but only in the book form and in bed, it really is an enjoyable time passer however it is fairly costly reaching about $20/hour roughly.
To those who read this blog which i'm fairly sure that amounts to zero; i'm sorry i haven't posted in a long while but yeah. Before this long drought i did say this was slowly becoming a chore didn't I? Oh and if you DO read this, do comment if you have the time, I know in the past i haven't really cared about wether people post or not but if you post comments, i become more motivated to write more blog posts.
Thanks in advance, enjoy your face/desk while reading this virtually incomprehensible wall of text.
Tay
Current song - Very very - Afromania <-- great song~!~!
Hi those who used to read my blog. I'm sure you've all been waiting extremely patiently for this blog post. Plenty has happened in the past 4 months and sadly most of it is a mere blur to me as of now so my post will consist on mostly the thoughts that consume my mind at this current time.
Has anybody ever written something in their distant past only to re-read it today saying; "Oh god you were so damn stupid back then." For example i used to keep a diary in primary school. (Something nobody will lay eyes on ever.) Anyway in this diary i wrote a myriad of interesting things; An extract straight from the diary is: "Today was a happy, I got to talk to XYZ and it was really nice. I hope XYZ and ABC get along well. It would be nice if they did." Reading that might radiate a feeling of normality however is not the case if you actually knew what exactly I was writing about. Anyway, that aside I've read my previous posts to find that I don't have that "You're so stupid" feeling which pleases me a little cause it means my ideals and my mind set has remained the same.
Around this time I begin to think about my future, well maybe at the beginning of the year but now is also a good time to think about what lies ahead for Tay. Last weekend I went to my cousins son's 7th birthday and met some of my cousins for the first time in an incredibly long period of time. I enjoy this a lot cause my cousins are like friends but are ALL older than me which is nice as i have few friends that stray from my age group. Yeah, anyway after that day I realized how nice some of their lives were, very normal despite the fact that most of them did not graduate high school. I'm not saying I'm going to give up on High school, no that would be absurd but I'm just pointing out that if I don't get into my desired university then it's absolutely fine as there are just so many paths to make as well as brilliant people to meet.
Recently especially in the past month i've been talking to people @ school that i never thought i'd be able to relate to and my outlook on this aspect of friendship has changed dramatically as well. Friends aren't something that can be strictly categorized as there are so many nice personalities around. With that i believe that my year 12 school year will be a brillant one, probably the best year of my school life.
Time to tangent as something has come to mind that i wish to vent here. It involves the female species of the homosapien (sounds scientific =P). Anyways every now and then I spot a really pretty girl on the train. I say this in the most unperverted way that is humanly possible, anyway why this person gets my attention is their hair, yeah thats correct, their hair. Hair is one of those things that is quite sophisticated as there are many ways to go about it. I personally believe not having a classic hair is something that should be avoided. I'm not one to really say this as i've absolutely no clue to as how hard it is to make a nice hairdo as i virtually never do my hair whenever but for the ladies i believe something that isn't frequently seen is nice. Hairdos such as pony tail, straight, plats and the various hair styles known by most aren't that interesting. While saying i'll add i'm a fanboy of the famously known Asian spiky hair which mimics Cloud of FF7. Yes i am a fan boy but also believe that style is slightly hardcore for me. Anyway, back to the topic, I'm not that great at explaining this but i reckon i'd be nice if females went a little different, when i say this i have no hairstyle in mind but as long as they have a sense of what catches the eye opposed to a laugh drawing hairdo i'll be content.
What else to talk about, yes thats right; Cocky people, don't you just hate cocky people who don't be quiet? I'll provide an example; This actually happened, anyway my cousins were playing mario kart at the youngsters 7th birthday and this person, i don't know why he was there and i don't think he was related to my family was watching. His making comments like;
Lol, you got owned.
Haha, if i played I'd get 1st!
Dude you suck, you're coming last.
Anyway after the race, he gets his turn to play, were playing 150cc the hardest difficulty and the race starts. Stuff happens and he happens to come 4th thats fkn right! 4th. Guess what he says next? "Well, I came 4th at least it's better than last" I mean come on!!! It scores you 1 point in the fucking grand prix. (excuse the swearing) I mean if you're cocky and can actually back your words up with action i'll bear with it but if you're mouthing off and you're a noob, i'll just turn away in disgust and probably walk away after degrading my respect for you a whole heap.
What else can i write? well, recent animes that i've watched? good ones that is: Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Sensei no Ojikan and Shigofumi(currently watching) off the top of my head. Still collecting manga, I'm proud to say that I enjoy reading manga more than i do watching anime but only in the book form and in bed, it really is an enjoyable time passer however it is fairly costly reaching about $20/hour roughly.
To those who read this blog which i'm fairly sure that amounts to zero; i'm sorry i haven't posted in a long while but yeah. Before this long drought i did say this was slowly becoming a chore didn't I? Oh and if you DO read this, do comment if you have the time, I know in the past i haven't really cared about wether people post or not but if you post comments, i become more motivated to write more blog posts.
Thanks in advance, enjoy your face/desk while reading this virtually incomprehensible wall of text.
Tay
Current song - Very very - Afromania <-- great song~!~!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Current song: Wai Puo - Jay Chou
Howdy chumps. Lazy. That's all i'll say regarding the 3 weeks or so that I havn't posted in. Take it or leave it, cause you ain't getting anymore. Well, with the three weeks that have passed come a myriad of events (I don't think that word was used properly, oh well). School would be the most significant activity on this list of events consuming 6 out of however many days it has been since i've posted. Melbourne University has a wicked sick cafeteria, decent variety as well as extremely affordable. I wouldn't mind going there for the next few years of my life following 2008. Ehh, i'll take a day at a time shall I? Did i mention that I should be doing my methods holiday homework but instead, i'm blogging~ I'll get on it tomorrow i hope... I've kinda recovered from laziness and my brain is actually on these days thanks to Summer School. Worth every cent if not even more than the $270 that i paid for it.
Another exciting thing or not so exciting thing is that i've started collecting manga. Yes i intend on starting to blow money on manga on a regular basis. I've started with Pastel very nice manga, suits me very well. (perverted~ maybe...) Other things that happened? Well... Not much, I mean i could elaborate on summer school and such but ill leave it to your imagination. Lazy.
Yeah, I'm at the point where blogging is more of a chore than it is for fun, maybe I should stop. But obviously I won't cause it's one of those things where you can vent emotions, thoughts and such. Help relieve stress to a certain extent. I dunno. Watch 'Aria the animation' and the series that follow that, they are great stress relievers IMO.
Yeah im done for now. Later.
Yeah yeah i'm very aware that I'm not providing very interesting and worthwhile reading material but with that, I don't care and neither should you =).
Bye bye.
Current Song: Kujibiki Unbalance - Under17
Howdy chumps. Lazy. That's all i'll say regarding the 3 weeks or so that I havn't posted in. Take it or leave it, cause you ain't getting anymore. Well, with the three weeks that have passed come a myriad of events (I don't think that word was used properly, oh well). School would be the most significant activity on this list of events consuming 6 out of however many days it has been since i've posted. Melbourne University has a wicked sick cafeteria, decent variety as well as extremely affordable. I wouldn't mind going there for the next few years of my life following 2008. Ehh, i'll take a day at a time shall I? Did i mention that I should be doing my methods holiday homework but instead, i'm blogging~ I'll get on it tomorrow i hope... I've kinda recovered from laziness and my brain is actually on these days thanks to Summer School. Worth every cent if not even more than the $270 that i paid for it.
Another exciting thing or not so exciting thing is that i've started collecting manga. Yes i intend on starting to blow money on manga on a regular basis. I've started with Pastel very nice manga, suits me very well. (perverted~ maybe...) Other things that happened? Well... Not much, I mean i could elaborate on summer school and such but ill leave it to your imagination. Lazy.
Yeah, I'm at the point where blogging is more of a chore than it is for fun, maybe I should stop. But obviously I won't cause it's one of those things where you can vent emotions, thoughts and such. Help relieve stress to a certain extent. I dunno. Watch 'Aria the animation' and the series that follow that, they are great stress relievers IMO.
Yeah im done for now. Later.
Yeah yeah i'm very aware that I'm not providing very interesting and worthwhile reading material but with that, I don't care and neither should you =).
Bye bye.
Current Song: Kujibiki Unbalance - Under17
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
*tumble weed rolls across the screen*
Current song: Kokoro Niji wo Kakete - Misato Fujiya
New year brings a new MMORPG addiction. Damn right, last year it was WoW this year it's Seal Online a kinda less known game that was only released in November. I don't think it has the merits of a extremely good long lasting MMO but for some reason i'm hooked and I can't unhook myself from such clutches as MMO's have a pretty vicious hold on me. New years are meant to be a new leaf, a new start, a new beginning in theory but in reality, I don't see changes. I was meant to begin studying this year but, like always i've grown extremely accustomised to my holiday lifestyle and find it hard to give up, maybe with summer school coming that might change my mind-set slightly (DOUBTFUL!).
I can't really summarize my year too well like some of the other people cause I can't even remember what I had for dinner last night let alone what happened at the beginning of 2007. All I can say is this year has been the 'Anime awakening' year and damn was that a good thing. I'd like to thank my uber friends for guiding me to the bright light, I'm now in a blissful place thanks to you fellas =). Other highlights for 'oh-seven' include Manifest, buying an Ipod (i had never bought a media player in my life before this) and replacing my 5-6 year old computer. That's ALL i have to highlight about my year. I can't really remember anything slightly interesting other than those happening in this year so instead of talking about that, i'll say a couple of things that i may or may not look forward to this year.
Things that i'm kinda looking forward to include:
Summer School
As much as it'll suck if a hot day comes and rapes me over, I genuinely believe that summer school will be fun, not only educational. But then not many people i know are attending so that may or may not alter the end result of the experience.
Manifest
It was great last year and i'd be damned if it isn't great this year. I read in the booklet that either Manifest wouldn't run this year or would be toned down a notch this year as the insufficient number of volunteers really does make running such an epic event difficult.
Anime
No doubt about it, I will continue to indulge in Anime, there's no denying it. It's only January and i've already taken interest to some of the new Anime coming out this month. Also the on-going Anime that started last year seem very promising.
Socializing
I've been doing quite a bit of this recently, with new and old friends and frankly, it's great. I'm a tad cautious about attending parties though as they don't seem too appealing to me since i'm not a big person on alcohol.
Formal
Assuming I don't fail year 12, yes, i will be looking forward to formal. Something about hanging out in suits and fancy stuffs just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Oh, and so people know, I will not dance, i'm not big in dancing and never will be and at formal will refuse to dance NO MATTER WHAT.
Saturday school
This is on a similar boat to to summer school. I hope it's fun, meeting new people and stuff, although my self-esteem isn't huge, I hope i get along with people and if i stick to LOTE, make some new friends.
Seal Online
I hate this game, cause i'm addicted to it. I hope i can drop it before it starts causing me some serious damage via. study disruptions.
To sum things up, currently life is good, hope it remains good and hope i become successful in this coming year.
This was written over 2 days or so, so there might be something i forgot to add.
Anyway thats my new-years rant complete.
Laters~
Current song: Agony - KOTOKO
KOTOKO = ICHIBAN S2 HER!!!
New year brings a new MMORPG addiction. Damn right, last year it was WoW this year it's Seal Online a kinda less known game that was only released in November. I don't think it has the merits of a extremely good long lasting MMO but for some reason i'm hooked and I can't unhook myself from such clutches as MMO's have a pretty vicious hold on me. New years are meant to be a new leaf, a new start, a new beginning in theory but in reality, I don't see changes. I was meant to begin studying this year but, like always i've grown extremely accustomised to my holiday lifestyle and find it hard to give up, maybe with summer school coming that might change my mind-set slightly (DOUBTFUL!).
I can't really summarize my year too well like some of the other people cause I can't even remember what I had for dinner last night let alone what happened at the beginning of 2007. All I can say is this year has been the 'Anime awakening' year and damn was that a good thing. I'd like to thank my uber friends for guiding me to the bright light, I'm now in a blissful place thanks to you fellas =). Other highlights for 'oh-seven' include Manifest, buying an Ipod (i had never bought a media player in my life before this) and replacing my 5-6 year old computer. That's ALL i have to highlight about my year. I can't really remember anything slightly interesting other than those happening in this year so instead of talking about that, i'll say a couple of things that i may or may not look forward to this year.
Things that i'm kinda looking forward to include:
Summer School
As much as it'll suck if a hot day comes and rapes me over, I genuinely believe that summer school will be fun, not only educational. But then not many people i know are attending so that may or may not alter the end result of the experience.
Manifest
It was great last year and i'd be damned if it isn't great this year. I read in the booklet that either Manifest wouldn't run this year or would be toned down a notch this year as the insufficient number of volunteers really does make running such an epic event difficult.
Anime
No doubt about it, I will continue to indulge in Anime, there's no denying it. It's only January and i've already taken interest to some of the new Anime coming out this month. Also the on-going Anime that started last year seem very promising.
Socializing
I've been doing quite a bit of this recently, with new and old friends and frankly, it's great. I'm a tad cautious about attending parties though as they don't seem too appealing to me since i'm not a big person on alcohol.
Formal
Assuming I don't fail year 12, yes, i will be looking forward to formal. Something about hanging out in suits and fancy stuffs just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Oh, and so people know, I will not dance, i'm not big in dancing and never will be and at formal will refuse to dance NO MATTER WHAT.
Saturday school
This is on a similar boat to to summer school. I hope it's fun, meeting new people and stuff, although my self-esteem isn't huge, I hope i get along with people and if i stick to LOTE, make some new friends.
Seal Online
I hate this game, cause i'm addicted to it. I hope i can drop it before it starts causing me some serious damage via. study disruptions.
To sum things up, currently life is good, hope it remains good and hope i become successful in this coming year.
This was written over 2 days or so, so there might be something i forgot to add.
Anyway thats my new-years rant complete.
Laters~
Current song: Agony - KOTOKO
KOTOKO = ICHIBAN S2 HER!!!
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