Relentlessly press on, regardless.

Current song: Tomorrow song - Afromania

Hi those who used to read my blog. I'm sure you've all been waiting extremely patiently for this blog post. Plenty has happened in the past 4 months and sadly most of it is a mere blur to me as of now so my post will consist on mostly the thoughts that consume my mind at this current time.

Has anybody ever written something in their distant past only to re-read it today saying; "Oh god you were so damn stupid back then." For example i used to keep a diary in primary school. (Something nobody will lay eyes on ever.) Anyway in this diary i wrote a myriad of interesting things; An extract straight from the diary is: "Today was a happy, I got to talk to XYZ and it was really nice. I hope XYZ and ABC get along well. It would be nice if they did." Reading that might radiate a feeling of normality however is not the case if you actually knew what exactly I was writing about. Anyway, that aside I've read my previous posts to find that I don't have that "You're so stupid" feeling which pleases me a little cause it means my ideals and my mind set has remained the same.

Around this time I begin to think about my future, well maybe at the beginning of the year but now is also a good time to think about what lies ahead for Tay. Last weekend I went to my cousins son's 7th birthday and met some of my cousins for the first time in an incredibly long period of time. I enjoy this a lot cause my cousins are like friends but are ALL older than me which is nice as i have few friends that stray from my age group. Yeah, anyway after that day I realized how nice some of their lives were, very normal despite the fact that most of them did not graduate high school. I'm not saying I'm going to give up on High school, no that would be absurd but I'm just pointing out that if I don't get into my desired university then it's absolutely fine as there are just so many paths to make as well as brilliant people to meet.

Recently especially in the past month i've been talking to people @ school that i never thought i'd be able to relate to and my outlook on this aspect of friendship has changed dramatically as well. Friends aren't something that can be strictly categorized as there are so many nice personalities around. With that i believe that my year 12 school year will be a brillant one, probably the best year of my school life.

Time to tangent as something has come to mind that i wish to vent here. It involves the female species of the homosapien (sounds scientific =P). Anyways every now and then I spot a really pretty girl on the train. I say this in the most unperverted way that is humanly possible, anyway why this person gets my attention is their hair, yeah thats correct, their hair. Hair is one of those things that is quite sophisticated as there are many ways to go about it. I personally believe not having a classic hair is something that should be avoided. I'm not one to really say this as i've absolutely no clue to as how hard it is to make a nice hairdo as i virtually never do my hair whenever but for the ladies i believe something that isn't frequently seen is nice. Hairdos such as pony tail, straight, plats and the various hair styles known by most aren't that interesting. While saying i'll add i'm a fanboy of the famously known Asian spiky hair which mimics Cloud of FF7. Yes i am a fan boy but also believe that style is slightly hardcore for me. Anyway, back to the topic, I'm not that great at explaining this but i reckon i'd be nice if females went a little different, when i say this i have no hairstyle in mind but as long as they have a sense of what catches the eye opposed to a laugh drawing hairdo i'll be content.

What else to talk about, yes thats right; Cocky people, don't you just hate cocky people who don't be quiet? I'll provide an example; This actually happened, anyway my cousins were playing mario kart at the youngsters 7th birthday and this person, i don't know why he was there and i don't think he was related to my family was watching. His making comments like;
Lol, you got owned.
Haha, if i played I'd get 1st!
Dude you suck, you're coming last.
Anyway after the race, he gets his turn to play, were playing 150cc the hardest difficulty and the race starts. Stuff happens and he happens to come 4th thats fkn right! 4th. Guess what he says next? "Well, I came 4th at least it's better than last" I mean come on!!! It scores you 1 point in the fucking grand prix. (excuse the swearing) I mean if you're cocky and can actually back your words up with action i'll bear with it but if you're mouthing off and you're a noob, i'll just turn away in disgust and probably walk away after degrading my respect for you a whole heap.

What else can i write? well, recent animes that i've watched? good ones that is: Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Sensei no Ojikan and Shigofumi(currently watching) off the top of my head. Still collecting manga, I'm proud to say that I enjoy reading manga more than i do watching anime but only in the book form and in bed, it really is an enjoyable time passer however it is fairly costly reaching about $20/hour roughly.

To those who read this blog which i'm fairly sure that amounts to zero; i'm sorry i haven't posted in a long while but yeah. Before this long drought i did say this was slowly becoming a chore didn't I? Oh and if you DO read this, do comment if you have the time, I know in the past i haven't really cared about wether people post or not but if you post comments, i become more motivated to write more blog posts.

Thanks in advance, enjoy your face/desk while reading this virtually incomprehensible wall of text.
Tay

Current song - Very very - Afromania <-- great song~!~!