Curreng song: DEEP CALM - M.O.V.E
It's time to blog, i should be doing homework, but i feel the heavy urge to vent myself. One of the easiest ways is through blogging. This week has just been one of those weeks you know? Maybe not, this week probably marks an extremely defining point in my life based on some decisions that i came to terms with. I have a feeling that my future will be greatly altered due to some actions i took this week. For the sake of privacy i will not be revealing what this decision or the outcomes of it were. But if you know what i'm talking about then it's meant to be, if you don't on the other hand, that's also how it's meant to be.
Last week was exam week, marking the half way point of the year. The end draws ever so near and i get closer and closer to that home stretch which has elusively evaded me for nearly 18 years. Not much has been happening in my life apart from the huge screw up that I did. (if you could call it that) which has caused a serious disturbance in my thought and consumes my mind almost all the time.
I don't really feel up to creating a relatively structured post today so i'm just going to be tangent 'ing none stop throughout this post so please bare with me or stop reading. The decision that i made has brought upon two things I can do about it, one is move on and forget, give up on this particular aspect of my life and hope for the best. The other is try and repair this aspect of my life, this is the more appealing option to me but is also the more difficult option as anybody can do 'nothing' but its those that do something about their situation that make a difference. The first option relates heavily to my post title which is what I'm into these days; very sappy philosophical one liners which sound pretty cool.
Other interesting things have been my friday boxhill dinner nights, although this week i didn't go, the past 3 weeks I had dinner at boxhill with varying acquaintances which was very enjoyable. I've probably said this in a previous post but these days i've really enjoyed conversation and it's probably a sign of my growth into maturity, I'm starting to avoid social activities that don't involve much conversation as I kind of find them sub-sufficient and would rather spend my times involved in other activities. The main one i'm looking at is going to the movies. Only under extreme circumstances will i opt to go to a movie with friends. Anyway back to the topic, I had dinner at KimChi and YamiYami. Yes i am doing free advertisements for these restaurants as I reckon that they are really awesome and you ought to check them out.
I think tomorrow will mark the end of my problems as I probably will have a resolution determined after tomorrow. If not tomorrow then the day after.
Well i'm off. Enjoy the post, they are becoming more and more scarce and will continue to decline as the year proceeds towards its end.
Tay-
Current song: How to see you again - M.O.V.E
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