Just do it.

Current song: The Young Descendant of Tepes - Touhou game soundtrack

Coming to realize that people actually take time out of their precious lives to read my 'walls of text' kinda feels nice, although the main focus of my products are to vent my personal feelings; get them off my chest however knowing that people read these things is nice. I've had an eventful couple of days to say the absolute very least. Meeting old friends learning new things, privileged by new experiences which i do not intend to write about here today. Indeed the past few days have been absolutely extraordinary but they most likely will not crop up in this or future posts to come as the content of my past week is incredibly deep and personal and, henceforth i'm extremely hesitant to share with the open public. Gomen ne?

Drifting to the end of the second week of my study regime I feel good, I feel like i'm getting somewhere with my studies which is brilliant. I have no idea as to what the rest of my ramble will contain (like always!) but I just feel like writing today even if it leads to a pointless end. I guess now is as good time as any to address my title. 'Just do it' is exactly how i feel these days, applies to everything, homework? just do it, wanting to raid on wow on weeknights, just do it, whatever be the case I'm believing 'just do it' for now as strange as that sounds and 'oh so' very cliche'.

Apart from the deeper stuff in my life, other events include a maths competition which I am probably getting signed up for, almost no progress in terms of anime as my time just drains away these days, I guess i just have a whole lot on my plate these days, last week I was afraid of not being able to cope whilst under my regime, and it showed; lack of appetite on some days, extreme tiredness on others, symptoms i never really felt under my more relaxed way of life. I've been playing Mario Kart Super Circuit on my brothers GBA-SP, it is a great game and if you have it, i suggest vs.ing me as i would prove to be quite a challenge. If you play this game and have trouble with it, all i can say is never let go of the acceleration button and never bump. That will greatly increase your time trial times which is all that matters to me when playing that game.

I don't know if i'm using this word wrong when i write it here but i feel as if im in a melancholic mood these days, I'm very much pessimistic, and very little things turn my mood sour very quickly. I know this will never get to him, but i'd like to apologize to Masahide (hope i spelt that correctly) for my attitude towards him this morning/noon at school commenting that he was scary, I'd in fact very much like to get to know him if a chance ever rose.

Enough rant for now, I'm becoming drowsy, i've had a long day and been kinda out of it since the afternoon, it is now 10:11pm. Good night.

Tay~

Current song: Retrospective Kyoto - Touhou game soundtrack

Tay uses 'Harden the fk up'!

Current song: ZUN - Illusionary Night ~ Ghostly Eyes - Touhou 8 OST

Well, it has been a month or so since my last post. Big improvement upon last time which was the four month drought if i'm correct. I was contemplating writing a blog last night amongst the random thoughts which trouble me endlessly disallowing me to obtain inner peace and some sleep. As the flow of things go, I'm here writing this without a clue as to what the content of this post shall be.
Firstly, i'll address the title of my post. Since the beginning of last week (Monday the 12th i believe). I began my regime in which I go to the library EVERY night after school and attempt to study until at least 6pm. Ends up providing me with at least 2 hours of homework a night and more if i do not have afternoon classes. The reason for this rapid change in my lifestyle is because i've come to some conclusions and failing year 12 is one of them. I figure if i don't study I'll fail. Simple, isn't it? I'm unable to study at home due to distractions brought upon by the existence of my computer and the myriad of interesting things i can do on it. (Like blogging!).
Hehe, I thought i'd have a lot more to write about but i guess i was wrong.

Well all i can say is sorry >_< truely i thought i'd be able to provide you readers (nobody) a decent amount of content today. Dang.

I'll sign off. If i remember more stuff during my attempts to sleep, I'll try to store them in my brain until the next time i feel the sudden urge to blog.

Tay~
Current Song: ZUN - Eternal Dream ~ Mystic Maple - Touhou 8 OST